I thought I had no heart left, but you proved me wrong.
My heart that was long broken ;
As I kissed your cheeks for the last time I felt whats left of it crumbles.
And I cant fight the tears pouring, watching you sleep so calmly.
I cant breathe, my chest pounding with pain as the thought of you are not mine swept across me.
Funny, how your silly jokes swept me off my feet. How awkward your actions caught me off guard. How hollow this chest had become without you.
And its sadder how much this heart has a strong liking for you and you showed none, its not even fighting from your destruction.
This is not the love I have imagined all my life. And still I love you. And I hate myself for that. Dreaming of happiness with you is all I have now. Let the sun and the moon with the shining stars watch you down below for this little helpless kitty. May you find what you are looking for in this life.
Happy birthday, dearest Cookie Monster.